Exams are over! Phew, time to recuperate. I havent slept in daysss. I didnt sleep yesterday either. On friday after the last paper me and rohh walked out of T1A and I turned to him and said, 'Do you know this is the last time we're going to be classmates?' Aww it was sad. I'm no longer the spoiled bitch in class. Haha.

So my mum went back from Australia after working there for a month, and my teeth are going to rot eating the 3 big bigbig packets of nougats she brought home. She got my lil sis two aussie teddy bears, dressed up like barn people and they're soooo cuddly. They feel like babies so I'm stealing the boy bear from her. I loveee playing with them and pretending they're my babies. HAHA, such is the adult life.

Anyhoo, the rain is bringing up much pretty stuff to look at..


rainbowwwww.


And since mum's absence at home I;ve been doing alot of cooking and kitchen wrecking. Oh boy I cook almost everyday.


weird pastry stuff I invented and it was gooooood.




Tomato soup!

And yesterday I grilled barbeque chicken to go with the tomatoes. I'm on a roll here!

Also since exams are over and kelvin is busy with boy stuff I thought I get started on a little something...



KNITTING! I'm almost done now! I was knitting since 12 am Saturday night till 5am today.

I'm getting very annoying. Being too happy and free isn't good for me.
Anyhoooo I'm going out with kelrvin rohhhhohohoho tomorrow and I'm pretty annoyed with his obsession with DotA.

I'm getting LYE on tuesday and finally I can make soap hohohoh

Labels: boys, food, happy talk, knitting

Haha dad got tickets to the Singapore Flyer. Stop being so prissy and scornful, I think it's amazing being up there when it reaches maximum altitude. I had fun actually. Bet it would be prettier at dusk.








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And then after that to my all time favourite amirah's grill at bussorah street. Try the barbeque chicken chop, the sauce is heaven. I got the chicken kebabs this time. The food is on the pricey side, 17 bucks for a really really small portion and two slices of potato. I'm so glad my daddy is rich. Next time Kelvin complains there are no good halal food around and attempts to lure me into a bak kut teh shop, I shall bring him here and empty the gold in his pockets, ho ho ho.



My kebab. A bit of a disappointment, because it tastes like satay, and the taste is still lingering in my mouth even after I've had dinner. I would really really recommend the barbeque chicken chop or steak.


Ambience and dining experience is great, with the exception of movers moving the furniture excessively upstairs, causing wood chips to fall onto the table and into my food, after which I closed my eyes and pretended it was pepper bits instead of bits of wood.


I'm going christmas shopping tomorrow with my sick guy. *rubs sick guy's tummy*
(:

Labels: food, happy talk

Today was fun much. My sister, kelvin and I went to seoul garden. He was so fascinated and said it was like watching a tv show seeing my sister and I bickering at each other. Chicken is gooooooood.


Teaching kelvin how to knit with twine and pens. LOL.



Cheeeeese little boy.




My sister's boyfriend.


hahahaha.

Labels: food, friends, happy talk

I am feeling very bored so I am going to do the usual narration of my pathetic excuse for a life.

I woke up, with a diarhhea for the first time in my life. I was supposed to meet loh at 9am but then I was defecating in the toilet until 10am, hence we missed macdonalds breakfast and headed to british council. After British Council and Tanglin Mall I got very moody so we walked into Botanical Gardens and used my sony alpha to take pictures (which didn't quite work out.) Oh god, I had to find a toilet to relieve myself again because the diarhhea just didn't feel like it was going to leave me. So I was exhausted, dehydrated and hungry, and loh was pretty much tired from luging around half of the class' thermodynamics notes, school notes which he forgot to take out, a thick advanced grammar book, 2004 and 2005 cedar yearbooks, and a couple of IELTS booklets. The exit seemed to be nowhere. So we cut through some bushes, passed a construction place, and freedom! To our disappointment we still had to walk a long way to the busstop, and yes, again my bowels acted up so we had to go to a mall for me to do my business. Oh gross.

We took 961 to Al Ameen and finally I had some food and water. The tom yum beehoon was made to perfection; it has been forever since I tasted good tom yum and finished everything, except for the vegetables of course. Loh ate the usual fried maggi and he said nice things to me which made me very happy lol. So point is, we've decided to study overseas when we graduate! Well that is if any local uni is not going to accept us or going to SIM seem like a big fat no no.

Anyway I'm going to look for places with great tom yum and halal food. They seem to be so sparse around Singapore and we keep going back to the same old place and keep making that same hole into our pockets. Times when I drool watching loh eating laksa at holland v, I wish I could just forget rules for once and sink my teeth in that delicious looking taupok. Likewise when we're in Ikea and loh waves that pork and beef meatball in front of me while seducing me with, 'forget rules for once and taste this, it's sooooooo goooooood.' LOL. Too bad. I've turned into a food addict. I've got this horrible confession but I love char siew chicken, lol. I have no idea if it tastes the same as pork but oh god it's delicious. If it helps, I have absolutely no money for the rest of this month because I've spent it all on fooooood. I'm loh's mamasan. tsk tsk.

And I have no idea what is the point of this post. I finally got my birthday present from someone. Hehe.

Labels: food, loveee, stupid obsessions

My feet are hard and sore. Two whole days I've been out with Kelvin, walking, and walking and walking. Now I can't even stand for more than a minute. The weather is scorching hot and I'm darker already. I can't wait for my period, then we can go to ikea and eat scrumptious meatballs, soup and fake meat. Then I can eat and eat whenever I want to. I know people like fasting month so much, but sometimes it feels sad when I have to sit somewhere only to watch kelvin eat and smell his food. I can't wait for ikea, breeks, and many other places we're going to pig out at! Yay!

FYP undone, and my head is going to get severed.

I got a B for finance! YAY.

Labels: food, loveee

For my birthday I want a really nice sour cream donut, a pretzel from aunt anne's, and the nicest cinammon roll you've ever tasted and penyet chicken rice. I'm ovulating now so I'm really concerned about spawning lots and lots of big eyed babies and eating compulsively.

I don't need material stuff just lots and lots of food to keep me happy and gain 10kilos.

My mum better make me a cheesecake for my birthday and cook crab for dinner or I'll be very very cranky!

Thursday, eat with cedar-rilek-one-corner-in-cikgu-noorhani's-class-and-make-fun-of-her-voice-and-gossip-about-mk people.

Friday, force nettie to eat with me and watch batman.

Saturday, BIRTHDAY FEAST!

YAY. I have plans to EAT. OMG FOOOOOD. OMG STARVING. OMG BIG FAT ASS.

Labels: birthday, food

I am a sucker for orange juice. I am obsessed with orange juice. Orange juice is amazing. It's the best thing on earth. It's the nicest thing to drink during flights and in between lectures. It's the only thing to drink as you curl up on your bed to die. Ah, what would I do without orange juice.

I am overdosing on Nettie. It says on my prescription to take Nettie once a week, for 2 hours. But I somehow got a bit addicted to my medication and took Nettie two times this week for countless hours. Also Nettie is a bit costly to me. Because of my Nettie OD-ing and addiction I've got no money left for the week! AHHH.

I think, this week despite many setbacks, emotional turmoils and a lot of shit to tahan, it's been good. I meant it was only good when I met Nettie, slumped myself in the most comfy Starbucks while slurping a Java Chip (finally!) and just talking for hours, like literally exhausted ourselves catching up with each other, talking about boys and first kisses and things that made us feel warm insideeeeeee. And wow, Siam Kitchen and some shitty chicken thingy and ramen and donuts sure made me feel lovedddd if not fat, but otherwise lovedddd by nettienettienettie. We were up there, just a few hours ago at Vivo, around us were couples in love, and we were walking there eating donuts not caring whether we'd get fat or we had boys in our lives (well Nettie has a boy but it's okay Rafhana is still her number one lover.)

Ahh and then I was in the bus alone for over an hour just staring into the world outside, staring into the sequence of events that has happened and how messed up my life is, how no more 'good morning, how are you?' messages that came anymore to brighten up my day and how my wants have become so simple, like a smile from someone could complete my day. I think when life is that sad, you try to pick up anything, however small it is, like catching a whiff of someone's smell or see them smiling genuinely could mean something to your life, even if it makes you happy for a few hours. Sometimes it's important for us to realise how important we are in other people's life. I'm a sucker for emo posts too.

Labels: addiction, food, friends, happy talk, i swear i'm trying to get better, pondering

I went to a $69 buffet brunch with my family at Carousel 3 hours ago. YUM. It was awesome! It was easter sunday so there were a lot of food and they were all so great. I skipped all the meat and carbo. Went for good old salads (I took a lot of salad mind you. I tried all 10!) Then got the sushi and sashimi, the raw seafood like clams, scallops, spanish oysters and lobster! OH MY GOD so fulfilling. I actually didn't like the scallops or the oysters or the lobster, but the clams were awesomeeee. HAHA after that I dived my fat face into the selection of fine cakes. I took a LOT of cake. Oh the creme brule! Too bad I didn't have space for the meat! What a waste!
My dad spent 500 bucks on that lunch oh I feel so bad.

YESTERDAY MY FATHER BOUGHT ME A NEW PHONE DAMN IT. Hahaha want to see? Well ask me out then!

My sister joined an easter egg hunt during the buffet so she has a lot of eggs and I'm jealous.

What funny is that I don't feel full now. Love the clam love the clam. i want the clam and the awesome sauce and lemons!

HAHA I was so greedy just now. There was this chocolate fountain and I took so many sticks of marshmellows and strawberries and grapes and lots and lots of chocolate. cannot tahan lah, $69 must be used very wisely and greedily.

Right I went out with Syaza yesterday and I've got my eye on certain things and will get them when my much awaited pay from a very stingy company arrives! New school semester new look. Being in the school of MM should be no excuse for my bad dressing sense. Will get more flats and a really nice bag.

Oh in the meantime, I need to loseweight! 3 more weeks wtf! 3 more weeks till ITP ends man. I am soooooooo awesome for surviving 6 weeks. Ugh 3 weeks pass fast. I will have to deal with it and have 3 more monday blues and 3 more whining saturdays. 3 more! Next next week is up for grabs, so anyone! haha call meeee. (syaza i reserve saturday for you already. must go shopping with me lol.) 5th april i'm going out with my kawan to watch a NJ malay play! haha! my sister emcee oi! and my friend is chinese, so. HAAHA i hope it'll be funnnn.

I will get a sony alpha 100 insyaallah. I want to save money so I can't a new set. It's the photographer and lenses, not the camera. Haha oh well. I'm excited for thursday. Insyaallah akan datang dan orang it tidak pangseh me.

Till then, fare thee well!

Labels: food, happy talk

I've been eating like a boy. I am so going to be fat.

I need to workout! I need my size 24 back!

I am so inspired to run at macritchie. hahah.

NETTIE BDAY FRIDAY (30TH NOV) according to Zaki's msn nick. Oh I swear I'm going to make Nettie so fat. (I supposedly told her I was going to get her a whole carton of ricola. who wouldn't get fat eating all that?)

New years resolution:
Wear contacts and white musk.

This semester happened so fast. I'm looking forward to holidays but I don't want it to end either. Things has started to pick up. Who knows what lies ahead could be worse and miserable? Oh man, I hope god loves me enough to give me something BETTER. I've always realised that I've always been in places where I cannot fit in and be truly happy. When will the dark days end? It's Lord of the Rings all over again.
But let us have faith in the words of Lord Faramir, 'I do not believe this darkness will endure.'

Hahah, I am such a geek.

Speaking of lotr, I must remind myself to pick up a copy of Simillarion. I've never actually finished it.

Labels: fat, food, lord of the rings, operation seth, school

I know I'm not supposed to voice out my weight concerns over this oh so public blog, but it's getting so unbearable...

I AM SO HUNGRY. imsohungryimsohungryimsohungry!!!

I managed to stay 45 minutes at the gym today, and measured my weight and got really depressed. Ugh, stupid hari raya. stupid home weighing scale.

so i decided not to eat after 5, because that is how fat people lose weight. and i'm going to crack already. i like ate french fries for lunch, how fat was that?!

ohmygod.

Labels: food

I ATE BEEF! OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, I FEEL SO DEPRESSED! My mother didn't tell me that she had put beef into the potato. I was feeling ravenous, so I took it and ate it. And I ate 2 potato thingies! And my sister suddenly said, 'do you know there is beef inside?' OMG I freaked out! It's disgusting. I can't believe I ate beef. Oh my god, the cows must be angry at me. OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD. I'M DISGUSTED AT MYSELF RIGHT NOW. AND I SAW MY MOTHER MAKING MORE OF THE POTATO THINGIES, AND I FELT SICK. I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP. OH MY GOD, I ATE FUCKING BEEF. I'm just really upset right now. I just, can't convey it. I just thought you know, it's just a non-beef life I'm living, but I didn't really know it would affect me so much. I'm really sad. Sad and angry. My parents don't want to understand why I don't eat beef. Ugh. I'm a horrible person.

I'm so sorry cow who died. I didn't mean to make you die for me.

Labels: beef, depressing, food, sad

People who eat beef are bad. Beef is bad for you, you bad bad man. Save the cows! They have nice skin and they taste yucky, but they are good animals.

You shall not eat lamb either. It's cruel. Lamb and veal, and the baby mammals, you sick people! And no mutton. Goats are way too beautiful to be consumed. They don't taste nice either.

And you shall not eat pork. This is not the muslim thing, really. Did you know, according to research, pork has the most bacteria, compared to other meat. (I saw brainiacs yesterday, it was disgusting.) So why do you eat pork? Do you like bacteria?

Do not eat salmon or endangered fish. By 2048, there would be no more seafood in the world. And tuna is bad for you. Too much of it gives you mercury poisoning. Fish is bad. It makes you clever, but it's bad because it's smelly and very fishy.

Chicken is bad, because they've been injected with the botox thing that makes them fat. Chicken is so so bad. (But it tastes so so good when it doesn't taste like chicken.) But it makes you fat.

Vegetables doesn't taste nice. And green things replenish the Earth and gets rid of Carbon Dioxide. So you shouldn't eat them either. It's not very nice to eat things that doesn't want to die. (Unless it's corn. Because Mort Rainey planted them on his wife's body, so he needs to get rid of evidence, so we have to eat them. And maybe potatoes and onions can be eaten, because they grow underground.)

Fresh fruit isn't nice to eat either. Because they belong to the tree, and we mustn't steal from trees, unless you ask for the tree's permission. And that's only possible if you speak tree-ish.

So what can we eat?

We can eat fruits that have fallen from the ground, at their own request, i.e when they've rotted. We can eat corn, onions and potatoes. We can eat salt. And we can eat ants too- because they're not very nice people.

Labels: animal rights, food