Sunday, April 20, 2008 Y 11:24 pm

falling slowly
I love my dslr.
http://silenceana.deviantart.com/art/Kelvin-II-83184809 Check out my handsome friend. lol.


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I think I'm a very lucky person. My mood shifts are awesome. I'm able to go from happy to sad, sad to happy, happy to estatic, estatic to orgasmic, euphoric to disdain, here and there, here and there. Why do I consider myself lucky? People can make me happy. I'm able to go from depressed to stoked easily (not by myself of course. I need influence of people to do this.) I never linger on one insipid mood all the time. I shift here and there, which can be turbulent and unpredictable, but most of the time I'm either really really sad or very very happy. Right now if you'd ask me I'd say I'm estatic. 2 hours ago I felt like killing myself. So hows that for a seriously erratic depressed female?
I would like to thank this certain happy spirited individual for making my night seriously better. I know I'm very here and there and everywhere, but I'm happy now. Maybe this is just normal behaviour. Or maybe I'm having mini bipolar episodes. Okay I need sleep I'm talking nonsense.

Hehe.

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