I am trying, TRYING, TRYINGGGGG to be optimistic that it's just the first day of school blues and soon everyone will warm up to each other, (stop being arrogant, stop being immature, stop being irritating, stop pestering other people if there's more slots in the fyp group, etc etc,) and I wouldn't be shy about opening up.

Sometimes it seems that everything is just my fault. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I can't socialise! ARGH ARGH AND WITH THIS YOU WANT TO BE A JOURNALIST??????!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAA.

HOW WILL YOU WRITE STORIES, HOW WILL YOU BE STRONG, DYNAMIC AND CONFIDENT????? HOW WILL YOU SUCCEED IF YOU CAN'T EVEN OPEN YOUR GODDAMN MOUTH. how how how howwww. I need to go a school where they teach people to be extrovert. HA.

HA. HA. HA.

I need to be happy, maybe.

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