It feels like a week has passed. Apparently it's only Tuesday. Don't get me wrong, school is way way better than ITP. It just feels right to be back in school. Tiring, though. And I'm feeling so pressurised by the presence of many girls in the MM area. I'm in year 3, I'm not going to get prettier or hotter, so I guess I should accept the fact that I'll be brushed aside and left to crumble under the weight of all the dust that's been collecting on me.

On dealing with people, I'm still okay with smiling and pretending I'm okay with everything, but I think my dear friend is going to snap and start karate-ing people. I'm still so fucking moody about the hot girls though.

So far, lectures have been quite COOL. I mean, seriously. I'm starting to look forward to cleanroom technology classes! HAHAHA. Kelvin's father is officially my favourite lecturer yo. Second is still PAWA, the sexy drop dead gorgeous sexbomb. Third is mr statistics, who apparently looks like Richard Gere. Hahahha! Oh damn I have female lecturers though, which is quite a bummer. I can be quite MCP in having female lecturers, lol.

I was so uplifted after my fave lecturer number one (talking about this is so weird when you know who's going to end up reading this. hahaha.) talked to me. 'Must do well for cleanroom!' So Mr Teng. So motivatingggg mannn.

Listening to emo music and chewing on vicks sweets is a sure way to pass time. Ugh. I'm just so bored and this week isn't meant for studying. I got a new pair of specs and I look so artsy. And I don't get it. I am an artist, I chew on dirty paint brushes, I scribble on any paper I touch, and I can't dress like an artist. I look so plain. PLAIN ORDINARY. AHHH FUCK. I've got to go and get myself some artsy clothes. And artists shouldn't even bother about what people think right, BECAUSE WE'RE ARTISTS AND THEREFORE COOL (stolen from xtine.) I just want to be out there and like, wrap a pink scarf around my wrists and wear lots and lots of bracelets to school and not care. I'm quirky, so I musn't care. I must parade my quirkiness tehehehee. Okay tommorow I will force Kelvin to join me in the artist's dress up. WE'RE ARTISTS AND THEREFORE COOL. I will make him wear a cashmere sweater and tie a flowly silky pink scarf around his neck.

Okay since I'm miserable right now and bored I might as well dig through my room to find cool stuff to wear.

Labels: art, random talk, school