I'm lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend.
I'm lucky to have been where I have been.

I had the most random conversation with cheesing over the phone last night.
RAF: Why is my butt so dry?
CS: I don't know.
RAF: Is your butt always dry?
CS: yeah?
RAF: It's so dry. It feels like cloth. Does your butt feel like cloth?
CS: I don't know.
RAF: GO TOUCH IT! Touch your butt!
CS: no
RAF: Touch your buttt!!
CS: No its not dry.
RAF: oh my god my butt is peeling!!!!

Well not suprising, someone has such a beautiful baby butt.

Anyway, fasting month is here. I'm not supposed to go out at night actually. My mum is very busy with her uni (Yes, my mum is doing a degree,) so there's no one to prepare the things for my dad and little sister. And I'm supposed to do religious things, like go for terawih and stuff. Sigh. I do value religious activities. I do feel like putting religion before fyp, or other commitments. Because you know, worldly stuff isn't everything. I know people say things like they're so busy but they can make it for this and that. Unfortunately, I'm not like that. I have fucking responsibilies and I'm this close to failing fyp. I'm not kidding. We got a freaking warning and its very likely that we're going to fail. And I'm not going to get my sorry ass back in SP for another year just because I don't know how to prioritise. Let's face it, my ass is on the line. I'm constructing a lawnmower for godsakes. One that runs on a water hydraulic system. Think it's a piece of cake? hell no. I'm telling you mechanical engineering is the shit. I don't get why you're bickering about some stupid paperwork project.

So basically throughout the next week I'll be so bollocking busy with fyp. Frankly, I just don't care about anything else right now. You know how it would feel like if I told my parents I screwed up my diploma just because I failed fyp? Oh god, that would be so fucking smart. I think he was probably right. Everyone should just quit their freaking cca so we can be more productive. bleargh.

Okay rant over. I just don't give a damn about anything anymore. I need a break so I know what it's like to be human again. I have too many mental and personality issues that need to be sorted out. Life is bollocks. GRAH.

Labels: annoying, bitching, i'm sorry i can't be fucked, school