What is happiness to you?

It was rainbow throughout the rainy days. It was the glint of sunlight, after a death. Happiness is shortlived. During the sad parts, I've just got to ride it out and think about the happier times, hold onto them like they're everything I'll ever have. I'm back home, my thoughts are just sinking in, my sense of loss and despair is consuming me. To think that just a few hours ago I was happy. Going to school with a smile on my face, feeling like everything is going to be better. Watching kelvin eating curry mee, kelvin murmuring to me about jim jones while I was trying to study stats. Watching The Dark Knight again. This time with a huge tub of popcorn in my arms. With someone to share it. I turn my head and I see my bestest friend there.

That is happiness to me.

Thank you so much chee sing. (:

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