I think some days you try to make yourself happy, and you tell everyone that you're delighted so as not to worry them or pull them down together with your moods. You jump around, you smile, you listen to happy music, and you do everything it takes to make yourself feel okay. But then you know, as soon as the music stops, you're going to be crumbling and disintegrating, and you're going to fall apart and find your hands around your neck.

I'm sick of feeling like this.

Labels: depressing, i swear i'm trying to get better