My mood and self-esteem is like a rubber band. It's so flexible, unpredictable, it hurts when it 'flies at you'. I'm sorry I can't express it properly, considering it's night and I just got home from school and I didn't sleep much last night, so I'm really sleepy right now.

Funny how I feel happy, and feel incredibly depressed in a matter of seconds. I hate being alone. It gives you so much time to think about yourself.

Still, I did beam today. I love Mondays. They're 'recovery' days. Firstly, I get to see my amazing 2 friends *coughs* and loads of other reasons that isn't neccessary for you to know. *smiles to self*

Also, today I drank only a cup of mango juice. OMG, think of the horrible calories. But hey, that was the only thing I consumed today. I didn't eat anything at all! Not even a single biscuit, only that cup of mango juice. REJOICE!
I'm back to where I was again. Woohoo.

Not on purpose. I didn't feel like eating anyway, though I was CLOSE to, cause someone persuaded me and I sort of..

melted.

Hah. Tommorow is another day to conquer.

I want a girly friend to sit on my bed and paint each other's nails and play with our hair and talk about boys all night. It seems stupid, but I'm fond of shallowness.
XD