I changed my blog layout. It is Nicole Kidman as Virginia Woolf in The Hours. The sidebar is screwed, yes I know. I put a tag board in it; which is redundant of course, I don't think anyone reads this blog anyway. Hey, still, I'm really friendly, I'll link you if you want to. lol.

Haha last night on msn I was sniggering away. Nadya knows my deepest secret. LOL. *coughs*

Woot. Hell yea, Lukas Rossi is Supernova now. He is freaking awesome, and deserves it. Though, I wanted Toby to win, because as Toby said, '(he's) taller.' Anyhows, it was great. Ryan sang 'Back of your Car' again last night. It's all good.

I think I need to write about my trip again, in case I start losing those precious memories. Well I wrote this yesterday, but had to stop because everyone went to bed, and I freaked out so I ran to my room. Err, yea, I'm a bastard, like that.

And I need to stop cursing. It's not really nice.

Day 3

So in the morning, had breakfast, set off again, and the bus ride was an hour's journey. Woot I didn't fall asleep inside the bus at all! I'm awesome. We reached the jetty, where we had to take a boat to Bako National Park. I got seperated from Nadya unfortunately. The lifevests reeked like hell, and the boat seats were hot and were burning our buttocks. Boat ride's are always fun, I guess. The last time I rode in one was when I was 10 at Sibu Island, and the kids in the boat screamed and wept, because hell, it was terrifying. But this one wasn't too bad at all. Getting out of the boat was scary though, even if the water was knee length, because it was rocking.

And from there we took a long and arduos journey to the place, through muddy sands and small icky crabs and stupid holes, and 'crab shit' as jonathan called it. I fell into a few holes, but not as much as Jonathan lol.

When we reached the office place there was this HUGE wild boar. (Due to I guess the same picture in numerous blogs, I'll remove it. Nyahaha.)
That's one hairy fuck.

We went trekking, and there were a lot of mosquitos. It's like, if you're carrying a black bag, more than 10 of them can be found hovering over it. I wore pink, so I'm okay. They crept under my pants though, I got stung.

And oh I had a butt ache at the same time. It's stupid, I had cramps at the wrong places. The kayaking should've given my back ache or something, but no, the butt's the victim. And Bako isn't like macritchie. It's up and down and slippery, and I can't balance for nuts. I should've fallen, but I didn't.

We saw the pyboses(sp?) monkey, which had the white underwear. Uh, cute.

And I'm not going to make that book flash thingy because I'm not a computer whiz so I'm just going to flood this page with pictures. Sorry, kthxbye.


Me and nadya.


Woo, this is one rocking picture.

Puteri Santubong was cursed into a mountain, and I got a shot of her. Poor lady.
(Well, obviously, it's only a legend.)


Went back to the resort to prepare for the gala night. And we still had to get ready for our item. We wanted to make sort of like a video clip with Daniel Powter's Bad Day. So we rehearsed one time, and Farid was hilarious. I couldn't act properly.

Me and Nadya went back, and I was scared I would look too formal, because I brought high heels for the gala night. And indeed! I was the only person in heels. Haha attention is good.

Shot more pictures at the lobby.
(grr, I'm sorry, I have nothing witty to say here. My sec 1 teacher used to say 'pictures speak a thousand words.')
Hey come on, they're real smiles!




Anyways, that's us at dinner. Haha totally hate myself.


Finally! I'm crowned QUEEN!

Because the venue for the gala night was screwed, we had to move elsewhere for performances. The groups skits were funny shit. I think our group's was not bad, and I managed to explain our group banner(I was totally looking dorky and disgusting.)

Lol I won a lucky draw, and they called our admin number, and no one went up. It turned out to be me. Hahaha, how embarassing. Got a shirt anyway, the president's challenge one.

After that we had candlelight war. They were totally crazy, setting the game at the pitch black basketball court. I felt that place was haunting. I'm my father's daughter, so I've got sensory abilities. So yeah, no third eye though, but sometimes I can see. There were a lot of things there. I felt surrounded, and suffocated. I looked into the trees and saw greyish things moving about. It was obvious that that place was really rough, heavy. I can't understand why people couldn't feel it. lol.

Anyways, I was running around in my high heels, almost burnt my clothes, and constantly aware that a lot of things were watching us.

Our group lost, and we also were told to stop. So we went back to the lobby. That game was fun. Loved it a lot.

Blah, in the end, we agreed to play in my room. Someone prank called us. Sounded like Syukri. We prank called Wayne and made him angry. Lol and us girls were gossiping about the boys and laughing a lot. Woo anyway, they came down to our room.

We played cards, and there was something in our room. In front of the doorway, moving here and there. I felt it creep up behind me, turned around, no one was there. Saw this white thing move about, looked at it, it flashed past, and was gone. I was freaking out, but told no one. The white thing was there watching us from the doorway. I think by the time it was 5, it went elsewhere.

Yeah and my frameless specs was screwed up because of the violent game. =
The card games were fun. Lol, until we got bored, I was freaking out already. They started telling ghost story. What the fuck, there was the thing in our room and err, you're telling stories. They switched off the lights, I got scared. Stupid. Wei Xiong fled, because he was freaked out enough.


Haha, this picture is classic. We were in the pilates position for 15 seconds. Hence the constipated face.

I was scared the guys would leave, and leave me and nadya with the thing. Scary.

So we watched 'she's the man' again, and got really bored, and people started snoring. Nadya slept first, lol. Zakiah disappeared, and the guys called their rooms and no one answered. After I came back from the loo, 3 guys were on my bed with my pillow and some were sleeping on the floor. I was quite sad, because last night, I couldn't sleep on my bed at all.

Fucking miserable. I wanted to watch the sunrise or walk around. I took a small portion of nadya's bed and lay down. Couldn't close my eyes, because the guys were snoring loudly. I pitied wayne because he slept in between 2 snoring monsters. Haha it was like a snoring orchestra.

Lol they slept at 5.30, and I was awake most of the time. 6.15, woke them up, and they wouldn't wake up. 6.30, still didn't want to wake up. Wayne woke up and went back to sleep. Lol I went to Mahera's room and called her in and she just looked at them and laughed. They looked really funny when their asleep. Lol.

So from 6.30-7.00, I was on Nadya's bed, looking at them. Finally super Wayne woke all of them up.

I totally forgot about the thing in our room and went to have a bath.

Now I guess Day 4 starts here.

I was tired as fuck. Breakfast was shit as usual, I took a muffin and almost puked. Made some coffee but it was too bitter, made some tea and it was too sweet.

A fly drowned in Mahera's juice, so I added some coffee into it, and some tea. This was when it started lol. Zakiah added some muffin in it, and someone put baked bean sauce inside, and tissue paper, and a hot dog. lol. We played the number game, and the loser had to drink this nasty concoction. I never had the chance to lose lol. Hahaha. Judging by everyone's reaction, I suppose it was nasty. Victor liked it, strangely. Lol. The last 2 had to finish half the cup, so Syukri and Victor had to drink the whole lot of it. Yuck.

But during breakfast I laughed the most haha. Wicked game.

Presentations was next, and we did boring stuff, and had to pack. Dad called me and shouted over the phone, asking me why I didn't call and stuff. Blah. It was depressing. I didn't want to leave Sarawak, because when I was there I didn't think about how ugly I looked, or what people thought of me, or about mum or dad, I didn't have to think about life.

We took the last pictures, with Mahera standing on the bed with her shoes. My luggage was too heavy that I couldn't even pull it. Haha thank god for Zakiah, or I wouldn't know what to do. I need to build up muscles and go to the gym. Sigh.


Err yeah, totally love this shot.

So at the lobby we took a lot of pictures. Gah, again, I don't know how to put things in words.


The mak nenek pose.

Err yeah, I don't have a lot of pictures, and I stole Nadya's. lol. Might as well see them from her blog right.

Slept a bit on the bus. CK and Yus were making lots of noise.


Ugh, I'm one ugly fuck.

First we went to this bird's nest shop thing. The guys bought tons of stuff, and I bought chocolates, candy and pepper only. Which I kind of regret, because I don't think i'll go to sarawak ever again. Oh yeah, and then I told Zakiah about the white thing in our room last night, and she saw and felt it too. She said it came from her room. Must've followed us from the basketball court.

I bought tongkat ali candy, and for what purpose, I have no idea. I liked the taste, that's all. Haha.

On the bus I told Syukri and Nadia about the white thing, and both of them saw it too. Oh my god, we knew it was there and never told each other.

After that we went to the pottery place. They showed us how this guys made pottery and stuff. Anyways, I bought one vase and once again, I regret it. I should've bought more. Grrr.

We went to Kuching, and was like 'orang jakun'.


There was nothing much at the shopping centre anyway.

At the airport our passports got messed up, so we had more time to take pictures. Took pictures like mad. Well I took a photos with people. *coughs* Haha nyahahahaha. I'm brave. Woo.


I like this photo la.


Aperla kau buat Mahera. Muka slenge. Haha.




Hmm.


The melayus.


Last group 2 photo. =
My ass got groped at the immigration. Haha, whoah, I think I look like a crook that's why.

The plane ride was fun, though my ears were blocked and hurt real bad.

And yadayadayada. Somethings are not meant to be spoken publically, so I'll hush hush.

The flight was so fast, and I was sad when we reached Singapore early.


Lol had to totally put that in. Rah, I wish I looked normal.

Back at the airport, I was worried if my parents fetched me. Because I knew my parents were so going to kill me, plus, they weren't talking to me anymore. Saw them, and they looked angry, and mum had a bitchy face.

Went out of the arrival hall place, and knew this was the end. This was the end to happiness. I was sent back to the world again.

Mum made me pull my own bag. I know, I wish they spoiled me, but dream on Ana. I think I looked pathetic so dad helped me with my luggage.

On the way home I slept in the car and had nightmares. Whoah, on the road I kept seeing heads and stuff. Went home, and back to my novels and being a no-lifer. I need a fucking life, seriously.

Grah, can't believe I can't write a good ending. Like seriously, I took the whole day to write this. And it's all monotonous.