God fucking damn it, do you know what? I shitting fucking hate everyone. I know it sounds so angst. I'm angsty, like that. So fuck off.

I hate fucking lying down waiting for someone to fucking save me. God dammit no one bothers to okay? No one bothers if I'm alright, no one cares if I'm fucking shit, no one cares if I fucking die. Now don't motherfucking say that you care, whatever shit, because the truth is, you don't care, and no one does.

I hate my fucking self, I hate not fucking having friends. I hate happy people. I hate the fact why I can't be like them. I shitting fucking hate why the fuck I don't feel good about myself. I fucking hate too much, and I'm so tired already.

So just fucking tell me, what the fuck am I here for? So you can just fuck off with your friends and make me so fucking miserable? How come no one asks me if I'm alright, if I'm good? Why do you always fucking talk about your goddamn boring immature things?

Oh my god. Oh my god. I guess it is ironic that I'm typing god's name and saying all the fucking shit words throughout this whole post. But fucksakes, I can only express anger is vulgarity. Because my mouth is foul, like that.

Just fucking quit trying to make me wake up. I am awake. I have been awake in this fucking pit all my life. It makes me even more of a hypocrite because I fucking despise anyone who doesn't help themselves. I tried. I failed. I can't.

I'm dead already.