So, you know, shit happens, things don't fall into place sometimes, sometimes truth can hurt, but at the end of the day I've just got to stand back up and put on that smile, even if I don't mean it. Sometimes truth isn't always the right thing, cause see what it did to me, though there were good and bad times, I've become more selfish and self-centred by telling the truth. Smile like you mean it. I'm going to smile because I deserve to.

I was a bit scared of meeting my friends on thursday night. Swollen eyes, watery nose, blah blah. It got better anyway, when I found out they were going to treat me for dinner! Thank you, Tiara, Syaza, Mai and Ash, my rich working friends for spending a bomb in there just so I could fill my stomach with a lot of food. It got a lot better when seoul garden played all the boyband songs and I was singing along like no one's business, dropped potato on the floor and what not. I love you people, I was really happy that night! We snapped a lot of pictures so here's just a few of them cause I haven't received any from the others! Haha.





Last night, the eve of my birthday was spent with nettie nettie. We watched the Dark Knight, drooled over my gorgeous christian bale and future husband, Batman. I was pondering a lot during the movie, well 1/4 of the screen was blocked my someone's big head sigh, and pondering a lot, and after the movie still pondered a lot, got a bit depressed, and went home. But nonetheless thank you nettie nettie! I'm watching it again but it was so dark and disturbing. Sigh batman wherefore art thou.

When I got home I started vomitting out blood and it splattered all over the bathroom walls and I got a bit lightheaded after that. Sigh I'm supposed to see a doctor today.

Anyway TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY and I'm a bit sick and decomposing at home. I don't feel special at all and I have to do housework. I wanted to spend my birthday with my BFF but you know, things cock up at the wrong time, and the world is falling apart at the wrong time, so I'm all aloneeeee on my birthday. It's just very sad. If I had been a good girl and it was itp I bet I'd be having the happiest birthday ever.

Anyway, THANK YOU for the birthday messages and bombardment on msn. My sister smsed me happy birthday today and I felt happy I don't even know why. I hope some miracle happens and I get a pleasant suprise, somehow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME.

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