Oh dear god spending time browsing through friends' pictures over friendster and facebook despite having a big big test tomorrow, makes me see how much I'm lagging behind. My friends are gorgeous. My old classmates, those people I used to go home with and the first ones to rush into bus 155.. those people I used to talk crap to.. oh wow oh wow. It was kind of depressing knowing that I'm stuck in a rut. I don't have new clothes, I don't wear enough make up, I don't change. Sometimes change can be a good thing. Saying 'Ana is still the same, she's still craps blah blah' sometimes isn't that comforting you know? Okay well, I don't change, I know that. But oh my god seeing all my friends moving on makes me feel like I want to be in their shoes.

Maybe I need new clothes. And learn how to wear eyemakeup properly. But first and foremost, I've gotta lose weight.

Come on Ana, I need to lose weight before my birthday. No more zinger meals and boy food. I have a boy's appetite and it's not doing me any good.

Oh well, back to studying!

Labels: friends, operation seth