I usually find it easier to shut up and not talk.

People who don't like me with justifiable reasons should burn in hell. Like, what the hell did I do? Have you even tried talking to me?
Bloody bastards.

I am so tired. Yet I refuse to sleep. Oooh, panda eyes.

You know I'm thinking of getting a haircut. I LOOOOVE my hair now. It's so long and pretty and girly. But but I've always wanted a spiky boy haircut since my cedar days. Haha, should I do that? People keep saying that it doesn't matter anyway because I wear a tudung. But hell it sure does matter. It's for personal reasons I shall not elaborate. Oooh, maybe I should get haircut like Halle Berry in Catwoman. Oh so sexy. so so so should I?

rahhhhhhh.

Zaki has plans on torturing me today. We're going on a 5km run. While the prospects of it is quite exciting because I expect some endorphins to be released, I can also say that it scares the shit out of me a little bit. I love running, but I haven't ran in a longggg time since my cedar days. Yes, occasionally I jog, but I can't last for more than 15 minutes. I am so dead meat.
This is where I say I wish Tiara could run with me. Haha that woman runs like whoahhhh you know.
I NEED TO LOSE SOME FUCKING BAGGAGE. I am so fat so fat so fat. My schedule last time was like 1 day P.E, two days intense TAF and even stayed back for the afternoon TAF after school, 1 day gym. That is like 4 freaking days of working out. That's enough to make me lose 7kilos in a month! Argh I hate leaving cedar. ahaha loserrrr. everyone's like hating leaving their JCs and I'm still attached to my old school. whatdoyouexpect, poly no P.E okay!
Ineedsomeonetokickmyfuckingassbecauseineedtoworkout. bleh. and the bandana, and long pants is like getting in the way. I seriously love my FBT Vshorts okay! grahhhhh.
okay okay rafhana getting a little too cranky already.

I need cereal.

I going to be tak tahu malu sikit and say that my FBT shorts are going to make a comeback.

in an all women's gym.
hahah.

Labels: annoying, cedar, fat, operation seth