This song from leejihun or some group S thingy is making me cry! If only I knew what it meant. It does sound like something really horrible has happened though.

I am just really really sad right now. I feel so fucking alone.
whyarentyoudoinganythingwhyarentyoudoinganything

My rate of sending sms-es out has contributed to my alarming mobile phone bill. So sorry if you don't hear from me that often. I don't even know my phone plan. Cause my dad doesn't tell me anything.

Refreshing facebook and friendster every now and then. I'm such a loserr.
I don't have a bloody life besides this laptop. It's pathetic.

And I don't know why I have to sound so pessimistic all the time. I sort of know why people don't read my blog. It's because it's whiny and I say fuck a lot. I don't know why I'd like people to read it anyway- what, to show people that I actually exist and that I have thoughts and feelings not just a dum dum? oh yeah and people would know what a screw up I am and feel so disgusted by it. hmm, so what should i fucking write then.
oh yes, about my bloody day with my oh so fake tone. I mean, that's everyone right?
pfft.

i'm sorry, but i feel too depressed to even try.

I'm sad, but I can't tell you why. I can't tell anyone because it's all too embarassing. i can say that looking at your face makes me want to die (in a good way.)

This is the part where I wish I possessed exceptional beauty so this wouldn't be all too hard.

Labels: boys, i'm sorry i can't be fucked