I'm having school woes. Oh, oh the first week of school sucks like hell. I've been having such a hard time trying to pry my eyelids open. I was staring down on my IA notes during lecture today and the words started dancing. This is not right, I tell you. Then I realised I was asleep.

No, no, no, new semester, new plans, new resolutions! This cannot happen. I must love my modules. I must listen to lectures. I must stay vigilant! I'm all falling apart. You should see the state of my hair. I can hear my brain just screaming, 'I must sleep! I must, I must!' I haven't had a dreamless sleep in years. They're just constant nightmares and swirly stuff and horrible scenarios. And then there's this other thing that I am very depressed about, which I cannot tell you, then the parents thing, then the sibling rivalry thing, then the housework, and then there's like PRO-E, and lonely GEMS class. Just, ARGHH! I AM SO GOD DAMN TIRED I NEED TO LIKE SLEEP FOR 24 HOURS AND THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. WHEN I OPEN MY EYES MY DEPRESSING THING WILL GO AWAY, MY PARENTS WILL GO TO AUSTRALIA, I WILL BE THIN, I WILL BE SMART, AND MY GPA WOULD BE LIKE 3.9999999999!

I swear it's just me going through a mental disorder. I've never done like 2 sentences in CAPS. This is not right, I tell you.

I think I need to sleep.

Labels: annoying, school, sickly talk