Maybe things didn't go exactly as you planned, but it did happen. Maybe it's just not enough.

Whatever it is, I'm thankful. I cherish every genuine smile anyone gives me, I love it when anyone lights up when they see me, I love it when anyone says my name. Sometimes we do things without realising how much it'll impact someone. May it be a rude word like 'stupid' or a kind smile, wow, you can blow someone away.
Maybe you're not taking every day one step at a time, maybe you can't even see the slightest possible happiness around you. A 'how do you do' question might not even mean anything to you.

But you know what? I'm taking one day at a time. I want to go back up there where I was meant to be. Not in this dark place. When someone smiles at me I'm just mesmerised. I don't know, it's just this tingly feeling inside that makes me perky all day.

Well enough about that. I just suffered from an unfortunate incident of a broken dream. Yep, heartwrenching. But oh well. Optimism.

I want to formulate a holiday to do list. (and don't know what I hope to acheive doing it anyways, considering I have only ONE week and it's called E-learning.)

1)Finish knitting the maroon scarf.
2)Knit a beanie.
3)Do autocad.
4)Re-learn Electronics.
5)Live everyday like god knows who cares.
6)Paint.
7)Finish my Johnny Depp drawing.
8)Start on a Christian Bale one.
9)Create a Christian Bale shrine.
10)Write.

Looks like someone isn't going to be sleeping for sometime now. Haha, I want to do things revolving around art for the time being.