wooohooo! I MADE SOAP TODAY! It was really scary at first to handle the lye but I was really careful and used so much tissue that I became a threat to the trees. I started at 3, finished at 5... I've really got to invest in a stick blender because stirring with my own hands made them want to fall off. Now the soap is in the oven, and I can say hello to it tomorrow morning. How lovely. I couldnt help but pop my head inside to smell my soap.

It's orange cinnamon! Hehe. I'll make lavender soap next.

I'm really bored that kelvin is busy with dota, but at the same time I dont want to go out because I'd rather laze around and save on transport while having all the time to create new soaps.

Well, it's not like any of you can't come over. I have a massage chair and wii. Just call me lol.

Labels: soap

Kelvin is making me fatter. But he's getting skinnier even with all the oily food he eats.

I'm still trying to make soap. Sodium hydroxide was so hard to find, who thought coconut oil would be my downfall this time. Sigh. Damn it, I have to be positive.

Btw this week I cant go out because my face has started peeling from the sunburn I got from swimming. Long story.

I got to talk to Adam yesterday. I miss him to bits.

EDIT: Kelvin loh is perturbed that my friends add him on facebook. WHYYYYY WHYYYYYY must you add him.


i was sick of the old layout so i just put this really cute picture of me for a while. HAHA.

my life is boring. i dont go out anymore. i stay at home everyday.




And she may cry like a baby
And she may drive me Crazy
'Cause I am lately lonely

Labels: photography, room

Oh my god OBVIOUS grammatical errors are like acid to my eyes.

Please people, please learn english.


I had a fever since friday. Gosh all the flu and cough and being giddy. My temperature just went down today. Oh god, I haven't seen kelvin for 6 days. I miss him. lol. i'm so hungry also. all week of starving and just drinking milo to survive has to end.

i miss youuuuu


God is in the rain.




Ana is bored...

lol sry.



she got it too

Labels: bored, vanity

I had an incredible time today. Perhaps incredible is an understatement, but oh today was amazingggggg. Today is Kelvin Loh's birthday! He is 20!!! So old, I don't wanna age.

I woke up super early to remake the cupcakes I made for him the night before. It turned out much better and softer. I'm so bad at baking, I screw up every single thing I bake but this one turned out good. So Kwelwvin liked my birthday cupcakes and he made a wish for peace and all those miss universe wishes. lol.

Oh today was just so great, I'm in love with today. I dont want to sleep because I want to relive every moment of it. I can't stop smiling heheheheheee.

Cake, Wii, Breeks, LAN Gaming, (and birthday boy getting lucky hehehe.)
Birthday boy agreed that today was fantastic.

I love you!



He starts work tomorrow and I bet he's going to be great at it.

(:

*smitten*

Labels: birthday, loveee, smitten

My viewership has decreased tremendously. Perhaps it's the ghastly blog skin or my reluctance to update regularly. Since I've been boy-crazy lately, what's new.
Sigh what a boring life I lead.

I would like to say THANK GOD EXAMS ARE OVER but I'm really scratching out my skin staying at home all week. It has been really boring. I have absolutely nothing to do. I'm going insane!

Sigh I'm kinda bumming around waiting for cutie boy to get tired of playing dota. Lol it's every right of an insane controlling creepy gf to start chewing on the computer wires and smash my head into his computer.

This new dota obssession thing would mean that I'll be left unentertained unless some big crisis comes up, like I'm getting fat or something. I bet if I was taken hostage at gun point he'll go 'I'm sorry dear, let me play dota for one more hour.'

Boys...let them play, they say. Boys will be boys yadayadaydada. Can't they be manly like cut wood or something? After they're done with dota, they go straight to porn. WHATTHEFUCK! Hey that's not fair! What kind of sex can you get from the computer screen?!!!

See, this is where I Bale Out. FFFFFFFFKNNCB!!!

If there was anything I could destroy it would the gaming and porn industry. And maybe just men, in general. Just thinking about men makes my blood boil. I am so aggravated.

You know, I care and I always put other's needs before mine and I've been really nice and stuff, I dont say what's on my mind because I dont want to piss you off, and most of the time I keep my bloody mouth shut to make people happy. And when THIS happens and suddenly you start taking me for granted it makes me want to kill myself just to spite you. If only I was interested enough to play dota so that I could get hooked onto it for months and not care about anyone else so that when you come to me begging for attention i'll be able to say 'I'm sorry dear, I'm playing and I'll get back to you when I get sick and tired of this.'

Laugh all you want, boys.

Labels: bitching, boys, stupid obsessions

Exams are over! Phew, time to recuperate. I havent slept in daysss. I didnt sleep yesterday either. On friday after the last paper me and rohh walked out of T1A and I turned to him and said, 'Do you know this is the last time we're going to be classmates?' Aww it was sad. I'm no longer the spoiled bitch in class. Haha.

So my mum went back from Australia after working there for a month, and my teeth are going to rot eating the 3 big bigbig packets of nougats she brought home. She got my lil sis two aussie teddy bears, dressed up like barn people and they're soooo cuddly. They feel like babies so I'm stealing the boy bear from her. I loveee playing with them and pretending they're my babies. HAHA, such is the adult life.

Anyhoo, the rain is bringing up much pretty stuff to look at..


rainbowwwww.


And since mum's absence at home I;ve been doing alot of cooking and kitchen wrecking. Oh boy I cook almost everyday.


weird pastry stuff I invented and it was gooooood.




Tomato soup!

And yesterday I grilled barbeque chicken to go with the tomatoes. I'm on a roll here!

Also since exams are over and kelvin is busy with boy stuff I thought I get started on a little something...



KNITTING! I'm almost done now! I was knitting since 12 am Saturday night till 5am today.

I'm getting very annoying. Being too happy and free isn't good for me.
Anyhoooo I'm going out with kelrvin rohhhhohohoho tomorrow and I'm pretty annoyed with his obsession with DotA.

I'm getting LYE on tuesday and finally I can make soap hohohoh

Labels: boys, food, happy talk, knitting