With all humility I take off all my pride with this sincerest apology. I am sorry for screaming at you today, humiliating you in front of so many people. I am a monster. You did nothing wrong, but I vented all my anger on you and I feel so ashamed and disgusted at myself. I am so sorry that I ask so much from you when you've given me the best. I don't understand why anyone would still want to spend time with a person like me. I'm not barbie, I'm not gracious. I throw fits all the time and I cry in public. And I realised that it's always been 'me! me! me!' I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am for everything. Apologies are just words, you know? I'm broken and I am trying my best to fix everything. Sometimes I feel so lonely and sad. But it helps to know that I'll always have you. And it helps to know that you'll protect me from all the bad men in this world. Ana is very sorry. You're my fishboy.

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