Cheesing, please please shave your mustache laaaaaa. Everytime I see you (which has been everyday,) I feel like pulling it off strand by strand with my tweezers. HAHAHAHA.

I'm so broke. I have 10 bucks in my bank and I don't know how to get it out. It's my first time being poor because usually when I'm out of money, fishboy has money, and when he's got no money, I have money. It's like a whole money dependency thing. Now we both don't have money, cus yesterday I just treated him to ramen. Can't wait for hari raya because i really really need money.

Dear menses, please come soon. I don't want to fast on saturday's match, and I also don't want to push myself through the crowd in the mosque on hari raya. Call me an ass, but lazy is my middle name.

My god I'm so moody.

My parents have been so busy. My mum is stuck with her uni work and classes, and my dad does overtime a lot these days. Somedays I'm so caught up that I spend most of my time in my room. I barely see my parents for more than an hour. A few minutes at suhoor, and if they're early, then break fast. I feel sorry for my little sister. Someone has to help her with her homework, and at least be at home to break fast with her. This is something no one understands. My parents rely on me to be there to set the table and buy food. My mum wants me to help my little sister with her homework. If there's no fyp, then I spend my afternoon with kelvin, and then we buy food, and he helps me carry the stuff home. Sometimes if it weren't for his fondness of walking me home, I don't think I can manage buying 7 packets of food and dragging it home.

I want to be a responsible adult. Eventhough I get annoyed with my mum sometimes, family to me is more important. I am willing to let go of everything else for family. Pathetic isnt it? My family doesn't appreciate my efforts, but at least they appreciate me more that how any team would appreciate me.

Labels: family, money, random talk