Stupid I'm freaking out right now. I'm having these images in my head like a bus being robbed by some mob or hijacked by some hairy gorilla and then throwing that boy into the drain and then taking his phone away that's why no one is answering my messagessss oh god oh god oh god i'm so fucking worriedddddd!!! I'm probably just paranoid, but its already freaking tuesday and you're not back?!!! wthwthwth this is so worrying. i'm pissing in my pants already. ahyoh come back come back will you. this is so unfair that you're making ana so stressed and worried. omg what if you found some superficial hot malaysian girl and decide to stay there forever and marry her? OMG! OKAY PARANOIA.

I need to bathe in cold water and calm down and hope this paranoia erodes.