I know there is nothing I can say to turn the tables around. I just know that I treasure every single memory you have given me. Though there were times where I've cried because you didn't love me, I've never been happier in my life. You have touched my heart in a way no one ever could and you were the sun on my rainy days. Who ever thought the retarded boy in class could ever turn out to be my soulmate? I still can't believe it. I have to keep pinching myself to see if it's true. I think we find gems in the most unexpected places.

I'm telling you that I'm going to be okay. I am not angry. I am happy and grateful for everything that's ever happened. I know there might never be those moments again, so I'm going to keep it very close to my heart where no one can take it away. Thank you for those moments. Thank you for everything. You have bewitched me body and soul and I'm happy to be living my days laughing with you.

It takes two hands to clap, they say. If your heart isn't there, there's nothing I can do. You can't force someone to love you. I don't want to live in a web of deceit anymore.

I don't know if I have enough guts in me to let you go. I don't even know how it's possible for me to stop loving you.

I just can't seem to touch your heart.

I'm sorry I'm just not good enough. I'm sorry I didn't do or say enough things to make you love me. I'm sorry for falling in love with you. I'm sorry for everything, soulmate.

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