Yeah, yeah whatever. I have like a swollen gland/pimple in my ear which makes my earhole small that I can't put my earpiece inside. And I have school today, which sucks, because I don't like school, and I don't like accounting. I've realised I can't run away from class forever.

I actually stayed up to watch 'After Hours' which is so bleh. The Brazilian guy waxer was cute though. But it made me depressed because I'm so boring and blah blah blah, places like that don't exist in my life, even if it's Orchard. People have commitments to their other friends and stuff, and no one is committed to me, not even myself, so you know, whatever. Today I will be known as the 'house lady'. I don't know anything or go anywhere beyond the walls of this house. Besides, I hate people. What is the point in having a life anyway.

But. I am going to watch Pirates of The Carribean on Thursday, and I will not be alone. How smart am I.

I am a sucky friend. Right now, you will be nodding. Well if you talk to me about suicide and stuff I can probably help. But about relationships and love, like how Adam is asking me right now, well I suck. I don't love anyone, I have never loved anyone, because I'm a rock. I don't know the floating feeling and about sacrifice and stuff, because I am the most selfish person on the face of the earth as you can possibly imagine. I am so selfish, I will never give my heart to anyone. So yeah, I'm so mean and whatever, so it makes me so whatever. I can be your whatever friend you know. Just brush me off when you're whatever, and like me when you're whatever. Well for most part, people who have known me say I'm funny. I crack funny jokes all the time. I'm lame, which makes me hilarious, so people like me that way.

Most of all, I'm very smart, but not in the brainy kind of way.

But the most-est of all, I'm going to watch Pirates on Thursday, and I guess I've already said that.

Labels: random talk, whatever