I'm outdated with all this teenage stuff. The malay slang talk and shiz like that, I don't get any of it. And internet abbreviations such as PWNED, like what? Okay I shamefully admit that I have no idea what PWNED is. Am I even spelling it correctly? Haha, I'm getting too old for this. I'm way traditional, and I like the spell things oldstyle. It's called the oldspeak. (Like Winston in 1984, I'm like him. Haha!) I don't get you kids' newspeak. Like SECKZ or something like that. I like bollocks better. No, no, you're right, I'm like an old grandma probably whining about stuff. Sigh. I am really getting old.

17 is old. Sigh. Too old for M-18 stuff. Sigh.

Actually, I am a very optimistic person. (I've been wanting to say that for ages now, and nope, unrelated to the shit I type above.) I am very very optimistic, everyone knows that. I have a big fat flabby arm to reassure everyone, 'Everything is going to be alright.' Ah no, pessimism doesn't even come to my mind at all. A perfect example of my optimistic nature was when I decided to sit down and watch a quiet Korean movie titled, 'Sad movie.' Literally sad, yes. I was so optimistic watching it, hoping it would be some kind of a parody. And then Jung Woo Sung died. I was still optimistic, hoping he faked his death to suprise the lady from behind and finally propose to her. But NO, the credits appeared and funny music came on, and my hopes and dreams were crushed. It was devastating. NOOO, Jung Woo Sung dead? NOOO. It was not possible. Sigh, so much for my optimism. There goes my dream guy, dead, in a horribly sad movie.

Now who said I was ever a pessimist? NEVER!

PS. I realised my post titles sound very fitting for any book. Future writers, I give you the right to steal any of my titles. I especially like 'pwned and optimism'. kthx.