I have a lot of holes in my fingers because I have been sewing non-stop. And also, I have been slogging for few hours trying to finish the IDEAS poster and found out afterwards that it isn't due tommorow.

Meh.

Please, try to understand. I'm at my all time low. I hate myself, and nothing will make me better. You don't understand. You won't. I feel like shit and I don't want to eat. I don't have money, I won't entertain calls, I'm only watching survivor and sewing, because that's the only thing that makes me feel a bit better. I want space, or something like that. I just want you to let me be sad, don't force me to eat anymore, let me be quiet for a while.

Bye.