Today kelvin went to NS. He called me and messaged me at the jetty. At 9.50pm he called me again from camp. It was so nice to hear his voice. So glad he's okay so far. Now it's midnight, I bet he is asleep on that new bed in tekong.

This afternoon me and my sister bought a new cage for our hamsters. The cheap one was really worrying us so we got a CritterTrailONE and it's so awesome. They're really enjoying it and there's a petting zoo at the top. Guess what we named them? One is very very naughty and she likes to climb and she also bites! The other is very nice and when she's eating she'll let us stroke her and carry her. The naughty one is called NickyPOO (after nick carter) and the lovely girl is called MerryWeather (after sleeping beauty's blue fairy.) Well they really love the new cage and are playing alot, it's too cute. The cage was bloody expensive btw.

We put nickypoo into the transparent ball to walk around the house and she went completely berserk. lol. but when it was merryweather's turn she was really curious about her surroundings and went to sniff things and walked around the whole house. they are so cute, especially when they sleep.

Monday, tuesday, wednesday was spent with kelvin. It's tough thinking that things will stay this way for 2 bloody years. At night I'll be alone and when I'm sad I have no kelvin to go to. Last night was especially hard. I just kept bursting into tears because I missed him already. Sigh.

Then later that night his aunt and her son and kwelvin drove to woodlands to pick me up for supper. It was so nice of her. Today he called to wake me up and then he went. Whoooosh into tekong and the tekong chalet and into NS and two freaking years of being imprisoned because he's the son of the nation blahblah. He said something really nice last night and i cant stop smiling, however painful reality is. The thing about boys (or maybe just my boy or strong unemotional men) is that they don't exactly tell you how they feel about certain things, so you think they dont care about you or have no feelings, but actually deep inside they do feel and care. It takes a great deal of guts or a crisis to hear them say things that would make you swoon.

In my case it cleared up some things and it made me really happy, cared for and loved (:

This is a super long post but I also would like to add that I START WORK ON THE 22ND JUNE!!! The jobsearch has come to a halt. I dont want to be negative about it because I'm kind of excited lol. The only downside is that it's shift work so on weekends me and kel have got to work something out. other than that, YAY MONEY!

I am also sick of negative pessimistic people. From now on I will surround myself with positivity and happiness. will only talk to positive people from now on, esp people who wont make me sulk or add more worries to my weary brain.

luv you puppy!

god i'm so into myself sometimes.

Labels: hamsters, kelvin, ns