Graduation Day was today. Seating really sucked because I was nowhere near chattable people (besides reeve.) Haha I was surprised to hear a couple of 'wooo' when I walked on stage to receive an empty scroll box from the director. Don't really know why though, only that I was notorious for being 'kelvin loh's malay gf', or perhaps I've had some other acheivements that I know not of.

Ugh I didn't even stay to take pictures because I was so lazy and I wanted to sleep. But my parents were being so annoying they kept asking me to join this and that and buy professional pictures. And asking why kelvin shaved his head and where he went to and stuff like that. But after that dad was nice because he asked if I wanted to go out to celebrate (like hahaha.)

I'm depressed now. I really miss school and being a kid. And K is all pissed off and screaming 'fuck, fuck, fuck' like a spoilt brat, so I'm bored.

And I'm so fucking pissed off that I don't have a job yet. I'm going to be school-less for a year or so, this is really getting to my head. I'm so tempted to not take SATs and just apply for SIM. Oh god, life is so arduous, I don't really know why we live anyway.

14 days till tekong. After 14 days, no more calling whenever I want to, no more skyping all night, no more going out on weekdays... just 3 weeks of nothing- just 5 minute calls (shit damn it, I'm like a mum seeing her son going to army. I'm so worried!)

I shall go back to bed now. Sunday night dinner at carousel. Awesome.

Labels: army, bored, school