My viewership has decreased tremendously. Perhaps it's the ghastly blog skin or my reluctance to update regularly. Since I've been boy-crazy lately, what's new.
Sigh what a boring life I lead.

I would like to say THANK GOD EXAMS ARE OVER but I'm really scratching out my skin staying at home all week. It has been really boring. I have absolutely nothing to do. I'm going insane!

Sigh I'm kinda bumming around waiting for cutie boy to get tired of playing dota. Lol it's every right of an insane controlling creepy gf to start chewing on the computer wires and smash my head into his computer.

This new dota obssession thing would mean that I'll be left unentertained unless some big crisis comes up, like I'm getting fat or something. I bet if I was taken hostage at gun point he'll go 'I'm sorry dear, let me play dota for one more hour.'

Boys...let them play, they say. Boys will be boys yadayadaydada. Can't they be manly like cut wood or something? After they're done with dota, they go straight to porn. WHATTHEFUCK! Hey that's not fair! What kind of sex can you get from the computer screen?!!!

See, this is where I Bale Out. FFFFFFFFKNNCB!!!

If there was anything I could destroy it would the gaming and porn industry. And maybe just men, in general. Just thinking about men makes my blood boil. I am so aggravated.

You know, I care and I always put other's needs before mine and I've been really nice and stuff, I dont say what's on my mind because I dont want to piss you off, and most of the time I keep my bloody mouth shut to make people happy. And when THIS happens and suddenly you start taking me for granted it makes me want to kill myself just to spite you. If only I was interested enough to play dota so that I could get hooked onto it for months and not care about anyone else so that when you come to me begging for attention i'll be able to say 'I'm sorry dear, I'm playing and I'll get back to you when I get sick and tired of this.'

Laugh all you want, boys.

Labels: bitching, boys, stupid obsessions