So here's what I've came up with.

I'm really really sick, what a way to start the new year. lohoho why did you infect meeee. the cough is seriouly putting my spine out of whack again.

Yesterday, new year's eve, me and loh went to watch Ip Man. It was so cool at first, but I hated the mandarin dub. I prefer to watch it in cantonese haha. Then when the war came I was cringing alot because there was alot of blood and unexpected shooting. I was covering my eyes and eating lots of popcorn to distract myself. It was one of the coolest fight scenes I've ever watched but then kelvin showed me another one of donnie yen's mma fight scene, but i prefered the wing chun more because it has more grace then say, jiu jitsu and boxing stuff. kelvin suggested I take jiu jitsu. HAHA what? One lesson of muay thai and I was going to die, jiu jitsu is tough man. With this bad back someone's going to throw me down and make me incapable of walking forever. I don't know what un-loner life turned me into, because i've become the biggest bag of girl crap in the history of girldom. I used to watch war movies ALONE and opened my eyes huge and watched people blow each other brains off, watched Barry Pepper step on a landmine and get blown. (ugh.) I'm such a pansy nowadays. Either that or I'm showing off to lohoho that I'm very pretty and girly. But i'm really really scared!

I spent so much money yesterday because someone just had to get broke by going for a feet massage. I am truly a mamasan. A very kind mamasan too, who doesn't ask to be be paid with steamy sex with 10000000000 sweaty young men. Sigh. As women age, we don't get laid anymore. Sad, really. Talk about lubricating wrinkled vaginas.

I taste blood in my throat. My cough is HORRIBLE.

I thought I was going to have roses in 2008. I did, somehow. Alot of things happened, the events that made us cry, laugh... made us stronger, the whirlwind of emotions, the happiness... my diary that was filled up with smilies and drawings of broken hearts, with 'louvre', 'starbucks' and 'ikea' written all inside it. The year seemed endless when I was happy. When I was sad, it seemed as though 2008 had no roses for me. But when I think about all the things that happened, I'm so grateful for everything. And I'm so happy because I got to experience all this with you. Geez, this may sound cheesy but we don't just walk through life and meet random people. How many times can you walk through life and find your soulmate? How many people know what is going on in your mind, your shifting moods, know you through and through?

My new year's resolution is also to pray for you to be happy.

Happy new year.

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