I aplogise for the very short posts. I'm not well right now. Be back when I'm mentally fit.


Oh sarang hae yo! Dangsinege banhaet-ssum-nida! Jo-rang gyo-ronae juseyo?

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Fuck you fyp! Viva fucking suck! Well I hope you're happy now!

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I do all the stupid crappy shitty things for you and that stupid fat bugger gets your attention. I hope you are happy now!


so worried so worried so worried

please come back home soon :(


3rd day of spinnovex. 1 day to go. I can't walk anymore and I'm getting ill.


Was in the IPC lab for Spinnovex for the whole day yesterday. It was so boring that I hopped to kelvin's booth to watch corny anime and play geochallenge oh facebook. Today is my off day so I get to sleep in, get another blouse for spinnovex, go shop by myself and watch regular television. My back hurts right now and my feet are crushed and blistered from wearing killer heels yesterday. I can't remember having proper sleep since xxx days.

Last night I went to chinatown and it was new to me because I always get lost around there and people like to stare at me. Got the usual stares last night, maybe it's the chinese bringing a malay around thing, so idk. But people were nice to me unlike being in the usual neighbourhood where the old uncle or aunty are just nasty. We went to this dessert shop where I had mango pudding with real mango, it was so strong it sort of numbed your tastebuds to other flavours that you needed to sip the almond soup to neutralise it. We also had coconut cake which was really nice and cold. After that we were fat and full, really contented with ourselves and with eyes half closed, we took the train home.

Was such a lovely day. I recall running from foodcourt 6 to IPC lab barefooted, flinching at the sharpness of the road gravel.

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I'm pretty much a zombie right now. Before the match I took some painkillers and I've been stoned ever since. I just reached home 30 minutes ago, and I really really abhor tampines and the east side! Anyway, I've been having a great time the past few days. Happy for most days, and lesser fights, more poking flabby tummies.

Chicken tikka and tomyum was gooood. Though I preferred the chicken tikkas I had at hongkong, this was okay. I only had one because kelvin gobbled up the rest.

I'm on the roll. Been watching movies after movies. First Ip Man, then that Saturday we watched Yes Man, which was remarkably good and funny, and then Monday we watched Twilight just to see how stupid it was.

So Twilight, hmmm. I can't stop laughing at the ridiculousness and the immaturity of it all. Vampires glitter under sunlight, WHAT? The whole movie was just so stupid and we kept laughing and laughing. The script was horrible, that bella girl couldnt act, the fight scene was like 5 mins? The part where bella got bitten and was going to die and then edward was sucking the venom out to save her was SO FUNNY. It was somehow the worst movie I've ever watched besides battlefield earth. 'I know what I want, i want to be with you forever,' LOLOLOLOL. This part made me squeal. I've been reciting the horrible bella script to kelvin just to give him the shits. Come on, they're only 17! WTF it's so bloody puppy love, like you know who you want to be with forever when you're 17! The story couldnt even progress properly.

I'm a sucker for vampire stories, I have the whole collection of Anne Rice in my room, I'm a sucker to vampire movies, but this has got to be the stupidest vampire movie I've ever watched. I don't know if the book is any better but every teenager is reading it so I'm just going to grow up and read some kiran desai or sylvia plath.

enough zombie rambling, i'm so drained and i'm getting breakfast with kelkel early morning. I have the most amazing black heels ever. someone chose it for me. (:

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I woke up early to go to training (was so excited about this for a very long time) only to find that my blasted monstrous cough has not subsided, it has in fact, turned all yellow and disgusting and I can't breathe with a blocked nose and throat inflammed with phelgm. Ugh so I have to travel all the way to somewhere to sell my dvd to this johnny depp fan. (I'm selling away all my johnny depp dvds...not that i've lost interest in him, just that i need money to make soap.)

So I'm trying to get kelvin to go out with me today by means of persuasion and hardcore jewish mother using guilt to make people do things for them. LOL. I don't think I can walk much though, the doctor gave me lots of painkillers and cough medicine and it's making me all drowsy.

I think I'm going to open a soap blog soon.

Labels: sickly talk, soap

So here's what I've came up with.

I'm really really sick, what a way to start the new year. lohoho why did you infect meeee. the cough is seriouly putting my spine out of whack again.

Yesterday, new year's eve, me and loh went to watch Ip Man. It was so cool at first, but I hated the mandarin dub. I prefer to watch it in cantonese haha. Then when the war came I was cringing alot because there was alot of blood and unexpected shooting. I was covering my eyes and eating lots of popcorn to distract myself. It was one of the coolest fight scenes I've ever watched but then kelvin showed me another one of donnie yen's mma fight scene, but i prefered the wing chun more because it has more grace then say, jiu jitsu and boxing stuff. kelvin suggested I take jiu jitsu. HAHA what? One lesson of muay thai and I was going to die, jiu jitsu is tough man. With this bad back someone's going to throw me down and make me incapable of walking forever. I don't know what un-loner life turned me into, because i've become the biggest bag of girl crap in the history of girldom. I used to watch war movies ALONE and opened my eyes huge and watched people blow each other brains off, watched Barry Pepper step on a landmine and get blown. (ugh.) I'm such a pansy nowadays. Either that or I'm showing off to lohoho that I'm very pretty and girly. But i'm really really scared!

I spent so much money yesterday because someone just had to get broke by going for a feet massage. I am truly a mamasan. A very kind mamasan too, who doesn't ask to be be paid with steamy sex with 10000000000 sweaty young men. Sigh. As women age, we don't get laid anymore. Sad, really. Talk about lubricating wrinkled vaginas.

I taste blood in my throat. My cough is HORRIBLE.

I thought I was going to have roses in 2008. I did, somehow. Alot of things happened, the events that made us cry, laugh... made us stronger, the whirlwind of emotions, the happiness... my diary that was filled up with smilies and drawings of broken hearts, with 'louvre', 'starbucks' and 'ikea' written all inside it. The year seemed endless when I was happy. When I was sad, it seemed as though 2008 had no roses for me. But when I think about all the things that happened, I'm so grateful for everything. And I'm so happy because I got to experience all this with you. Geez, this may sound cheesy but we don't just walk through life and meet random people. How many times can you walk through life and find your soulmate? How many people know what is going on in your mind, your shifting moods, know you through and through?

My new year's resolution is also to pray for you to be happy.

Happy new year.

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