I am infuriated.

I am angry because there is nobody like me. I am angry that you don’t get ticked off my religious people. I am angry that you’re nice to your mother who made your childhood a living hell. I am angry that you maintain a good relationship with your parents. I am angry that you don’t care about people as much as I care for them. I am angry that you are not angry at people who obviously despise you. I am angry that you are forgiving. I am angry that you have a social life. I am angry that you can let go of your past. I am angry that you have esteem. I am angry that you don’t do the things I wish you would do. I am angry because you’re not a robot. I am angry that you don’t bother making me cookies to make me happy. I am angry that you’ll never do these nice things that I do to you. I am angry that you don’t seem to care. I am angry that you are not clingy. I am angry that you are not perfect. I am angry because I’m not in control. I am angry because I have nothing else in life. I am angry that you’re peaceful. I am angry that you can say ‘fuck you’ to me and I can’t say it back. I’m angry that I can say ‘I love you’ to you and you can’t say it back. I’m angry because no one is as angry as me.

I am angry because I am hateful. I am angry because I cling like a wet shirt on your body. I am angry because I am insecure. I am angry because I am me.

Labels: blah, depressing, i'm sorry i can't be fucked