Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way that you feel
As ev'ry fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions that I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way


Both sides now, Joni Mitchell.


There's someone who wants to talk to me tonight. Despite how lonely I feel, I do not feel like responding. Because I feel so despondent. The more I try to run away from the truth, the more it wants to be seen, how it dances right in front of my eyes. We're world's apart. I could never ever be a part of his world because I'm different.

I push good things away. I make people not want to live with me. I hold them then I throw them in the sea. I don't deserve you.


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Labels: depressing, nothing makes sense anymore, sad