So after making a promise to myself that I'm going to start being happy, I've been laughing my ass off in school. But as soon as I step on that train home I get all mangled and depressed. I would like to blame it on PMS. There are days where I feel I can't get better, or that this feeling would last forever and I would have no control over it.

I'm losing interest in everything. I have this really huge cloud over my head and I just want to bury myself under the pile of clothes and blankets and legions of ants and notes soaked in lemon tea. For a moment I just want to stop doing things. I want to stay here and wake up when I'm okay.

Thank god for school and kelvin telling me gay stuffs that cracks me up.

I don't care how delusional this is but chee sing is gorgeous in this! And i will bump this just to keep me happy hahahahah.

Labels: blah, pms