This is going to be a bitchy post about 'dirt' again.

It's the issue of being treated like fucking dirt. There is this certain someone I particularly feel like strangling. First, he isn't as big sized as me to begin with. Yes, he is a boy, and a gay one at that. I hate him! I really do! It makes my blood boil seeing him! I wish he would fail the extra modules I'm taking so he would not be able to be in the same extra classes as me. Fucking idiot.

He is really rude, he looks like he has a pole stuck up his ass. Oh yeah, I know you're a rich boy, but that doesn't mean you get to throw your fucking horrible eyes at me, loser! He thinks he's like all that, when everyone else fucking hates him and talks behind his back. I've never actually found anyone from poly as revolting as him! (Not even the smelly boy Nadya hates!)

The other day he got into the lift, and I decided to be nice and say 'hi'. What I received was this ruddy behaviour of his- nose up high, ignoring me. Fuck you sissy! I don't even know why I bother being nice at all. He does that to me all the time! (He even called my father a company slave! Just because my dad isn't like a CEO or something.)

He treats me like dirt, and when his boy friends run away from him, he follows me, and says 'oi!' like a stalker. I don't need people who treat me like shit following me around! I don't need people treating me like dirt making use of me because he's alone, fucking alone! UGHHHHH.

And again I ask myself the same thing, why am I still nice to him?

So you know, unfortunately, I had to be in the same group as him for my extra module. He's shitty in that subject, managed to earn a fail in it, and I wanted an A so badly for the project. So I stupidly asked him to help out, and he gives me this whole chunk of information he nicked from his group mate, totally irrelevant to the question, so I had to do the whole fucking thing again! HONESTLY, HOW COULD ANYONE BE THAT STUPID? Recommending growth strategies for a company doesn't mean stating what the company has already done, stupid.

So he texted me, like so rudely, whether it was okay. I felt bad deleting everything, so I wrote this really long kind reply, like, 'oh it was okay, we had to add in stuff you know. you got the points right though. can you give me the links you found the information?' And this is NICE to me. His reply, ' so it is okay or not?' really really pompously. Fuck you man. Of course it isn't okay. Of course you screwed up, you imbecile! Now I have to spend like 2 more hours repairing your shit. If I fail my ED test, I'm going to put a hex on you.

It's like he doesn't have any friends, is it? Why does he send me text messages, making use of my informative nature? Oh he asks me a lot of things, I regret that someone ever gave him my number. And it's like, I cant ask him a question, only he does! He doesn't reply to my urgent messages, and he expects me to reply him ASAP. Just fuck off! Why not ask his fucking boy friends? Oh my god, I'm getting crazy entertaining this insolent boy! He's a horrible horrible skinny man. Even I have more arm hair than he. His such a fucking sissy and a loser.

I'm sick of that virgin. Oh he asked me this really urgent question today, and I've decided to be so mean and not reply at all. (Then he can't do his report. So I'd go 'ha! ha! ha!' I hate people who don't listen in class.) If you want someone to be kind, you should ask nicely and courteously. He made a big mistake by giving me that condescending tone, like he bought me to answer his demands. He can just fuck off and fail every module. I don't give a shit anymore.

I don't take people treating me like dirt.

Labels: annoying, dirt