Hello, it's mr suckadoodle! Grah, my life sucks, if you haven't heard. I am not ready for the new year of school and computer mad labs and drilling stuff. I'm just not into it. Well, I'm still 17, I haven't made any money, or have a job, or have a body that is not fat. Maybe I'm not a selling person sort. Maybe I can't knit. Maybe I am just a waste of space and time. I don't want this. I don't know where the hell to put myself. Maybe a shelf, or someplace dark? No, I don't want to do anything that is beneficial right now. All I've been doing these past few days is watch documentaries and caring about little kittens or dogs on Animal Planet.

Why can't I be a normal stupid kid who has nothing on her mind?