I have come to a decision that -

I need time out. I need to go to the chill room and get some ice. By the time I come back I hope I'm okay. Right. It's hard with all these people bustling around me and looking so happy and right. Yes damn it, I wish I was happier than anyone else.

So goodbye, goodnight, goodluck. I think 2 weeks is long enough. No internet except checking the email for important stuff, and I will turn off my phone. Yes, I need isolation. Alone. Alone. I need to negotiate with the angry devil inside, and wish to redeem myself. Because I'm afraid if I see another happy kid I might bash his guts out.

So long.

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