I go home straight after school, switch on my laptop, go to lack-of-suprise.com/pepper and straight to the image gallery. I go on for hours and finally collapse in a heap of dust and saliva. Yeah, that's pretty much how I live.

I live on other people because I have no one more real to live on.

I went to HMV today and I spent 70 bucks there alone. $48 on 'The three burials of Escada'-guy and the rest on 'We were soldiers'. I went to MJ before that to purchase the 60th D-Day Anniversary Saving Private Ryan. So that means, I have TWO SPRs at home, a vcd, and the oh so special dvd. I was so depressed and heartbroken to find that HMV didn't sell The Snow Walker (which is an incredible movie, so I've heard. And it had a scene where Barry put his hands on his *ahem* in the lake.) or 61*, or Knockaround Guys, or 25th Hour. I found Battlefield Earth though, which costs a whooping 38 dollars and from what I've heard, the movie is a disaster. But oh, Barry makes everything interesting. I may have to think for a very very long time.

So I'm out of money again! I overspent and I've touched my bank savings. I'm still in debt with my sister. Ah, I'm god damn broke. Like poor. Like that.

And I've been planning to have a craft fair during the holidays and also take dressmaking courses. Now I went to ruin it by being broke.

I always tell myself, 'Buy something you need, not something you want.' So I get along quite well with my tiny wardrobe and recurring tops and pants. You see, I'm quite peculiar. I DON'T need shoes, clothes, or food. These are called 'wants'. But Barry Pepper and Johnny Depp and Jung Woo Sung is a NEED. Obviously Barry is the biggest of need right now. I'm back to being a 14 year old, craving on older men. I really like older men. Older caucasian or korean man, that is.

I'd better run along now. I want to watch Enemy of the State again.
(Haha, I borrowed Enemy of the State from the school library and watched it there and was silently pleased and smiling rather widely to myself. Hehe. I wanted to point and tell people, 'Hey! That is Barry Pepper! Isn't he amazing?'

LOL, I am insane. Better stop this, and bring back top quality posts to my blog.

Au revoir.