Monday, January 15, 2007 Y 6:45 pm

an angry letter.
Hey asshole,

Look as us now. I knew from the very start this wasn't going to work. God damn it, I'm so relived, you know. From all the fucking friendships I've had that have failed, I've always blamed myself for it. Not this time, honey. I fucking blame you, asshole. Why do you need to ask what's wrong with the people around you that they leave you? Haha, easy. You gossip too much that it makes me sick to the stomach. I really can't be fucking bothered to argue with you anymore. Hey, I probably wouldn't tell this to your face because I really can't deal with it if you kill yourself.

You have never listened to me. Maybe I thought we could click. For like what, 3 years? All over now, asshole. We're done.

FYI, I wasn't being a fucking bitch. You were always fucking bitch who misunderstands everything and have a go at me. You can't expect me to be there online for you 24/7. I have my fucking school. Hey, doesn't mean you have a holiday, I need to have one too right?

For the past years I've learnt that though we came from similar backgrounds, you have never changed. We discussed about how battling with life makes us mature. Hah, you're still here. You're still the way you were 3 years ago.

Fool.

Our 'break-up' didn't really tear me apart. I was a little hurt by your misunderstanding, making me look like an awful bitch.

Honestly, I fancied Barry Pepper more than you, so it was okay. You're now a part of the pile of past back in my head. Time for a new life, new friends. I'm finally free, Lisa.

- Ana