I feel like crap.

I'm lovesick. I miss kelvin loh like hell.

Fuck i hate ns. I didn't get much of him for weeks already. Always book out late and book in early. And this is my last weekend of no work and he's stuck in there. field camp again for 3 days, fuck. i hope i can see him next week. we'll make it work, despite my stupid shifts.

fuck this fuck everything.