I have decided that I will not bitch about how stupid itp is when I get home. So I tried complain as little as I can. I realised that being at home is MY time and place and I should occupy myself with things that are worthwhile. I will limit my internet usage to 30 minutes a night because being in front of the computer from 8.30 to 5.30 everyday at work is making my head hurt.

Today was a happy day for me because I had an appointment to get my nose checked. I managed to escape for a few hours from work. Thank you dad, for being so kind to drive me back and forth and around, even making the effort to find a parking space so that I could go to art friend(but there wasn't any parking space and I didn't go to artfriend.) I went 'WHOAH WHOAH WHOAH!' like a little kid in the car as he drove through the alleys around bukit timah. I know that I'm very 'jakun' lol. I was more fascinated by things than my six year old sister.

I'm inspired to write down the things that make me happy. I need to keep reminding myself of these things when I'm not at my best.

1) When my father is in a good mood and he lets me grab any sandwich from seven eleven.
2) When my father isn't working and he is in a good mood and drives us around (you have to understand why this is very important to me.)
3) When my father watches the television with me.
4) When my mum is nice to me.
5) Chilling at Starbucks with Nettie and talk for hours.
6) Talking to Kelvin.
7) Painting.
8) Random social gatherings
9) Reading Son Of The Shadows
10) That time I went to see the greek masterpieces from Louvre at the National Museum (:
11) Hugs.
12) Balloons
13) When I wake up to discover I have lost 1 kg.
14) Collarbones.
15) Knowing that I'm different.
16) Gerard Butler
17) Hot chocolate with caramel
18) 18th December
19) My birthday
20) 10th February
21) My mother's birthday.
22) Random text messages.
23) Emails!
24) Adam.
25) When my little sister sits next to me to watch me paint.
26) Sunflowers
27) When I don't spend hours in the loo being in agony.
28) Watching 'FRIENDS'
29) Watching 'the holiday'
30) Zakiyyah's laugh (hahah omg you made it into the list.)
31) Listening to 'My Endless Love' by Lionel Ritchie
32) Christine saying 'You're my favourite senior'
33) Not eating dinner
34) sunset
35) Someone messaging me 'Good morning' and asking me how I'm feeling
36) making cards
37) Phone calls in the middle of the night
38) 5.30 pm when work ends
39) September
40) people 'favourite-ing' my work on deviantart
41) sunny mornings.
42) pancakes.
43) orange juice (:
44) meeting kelvin out of the blue.
45) HAVING A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE.

okay that's it for now. will add more. back to my colouring!

Labels: happy talk, loveee