I really should not be allowed a pencil. Someone, quick, bind my hands or something! I just spent the last 5 hours drawing! And when it is less than a week left to exams. I've been listening to Phantom of the Opera again and again in the last 5 hours. Let's say I'm working on something, but I will not tell you what. But oh, that was the first time I'm drawing on the 'expensive' paper. It's sooooo good. I can actually see the difference. The graphite actually sticks onto the paper.

Why am I drawing instead of preparing for the exams? I'm just bothered by a couple of things. To get my mind of it is to draw. To draw is to run. I just needed to run. My mind is heavy right now to sort things out. It was just on impulse. I didn't really think about it and just drew the first thing I saw.

What's really freaking me out is that I have an IA test tomorrow and I know goddamn freaking nothing! Missing 2 practicals and never failing to be at least 30 minutes late for every lab is seriously smothering me now.

You know, I've never actually felt this way since like OLevels. I can't believe I am worried about exams one week before the thing itself. Why shouldn't I, when I'm trying to live the 3.999999999 dream?

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